I have to praise God today. I have had the best days after chemo that I have experienced so far. I believe Prayers have made this possible. There is no other explanation. Now, I’m not dancing through the daffodiles that are blooming. Just not visiting the throne room like previously.
I do have to admit that I’m BORED out of my mind! This house which has been my haven for 20 years is starting to get very small and the view is getting dull. I’m not complaining, just ready for a change. On that note, with one more chemo left, it’s time to start thinking about “after”. Dr. Bruce said that a few weeks after my last chemo, we will do a CAT scan then a few weeks after that, a PET scan. So, regardless that the torture will end, the wait for the results will be a while. It’s like taking a test not knowing the topic questions or answers and paranoid you won’t pass. Ick! So, it may be May before getting the word that I’m cured.
So, ideas for after? I’m afraid that a parade down Peachtree Street is too big and just getting to shop by myself is too small. I will still be weak for a while so getting my stamina up will be on the agenda. I am so ready for the end of treatment. I’m ready for all the reminders of what I’m going through to be over. I’m ready to stop looking like Uncle Fester (dating myself).
So, that is the update for now. My next, final treatment is March 29th. I’m thankful for all you who have stood with me through this. Soon, I’ll just be back to being Sandi. Soon, I’ll be back to normal routines. Soon, I can do for others as they have done for me. Hopefully, this blog will be finished soon also. Won’t that be a great – the greatest – day! Love always!